Although things in my life have changed more than I would have thought in the beginning of this year, I will start the year off in my new life and embrace everything it has to offer.
I have been doing really well and I appreciate all of the help from my family and friends who care about me so much. My support system is more than amazing and I can not put into words how much I love them. Overall, I have been moving on with my life and dealing with it the best way I can. School began last week and it is in full swing right now! Already a few papers due, assignments, quizzes.. the works. It keeps me busy and I love my classes. Really! Why? Because I love the people in them, I love the friends I have in those classes and we all have a blast goofing off and talking, working together; all that jazz. Most of us will be graduating together and it. is. AWESOME. It's like high school graduation where you actually know the people you are graduating with. I can not wait.
The other aspect of my life? Well, let's say we haven't spoken and as much as it hurts I know that space is the best thing for the both of us right now. I don't believe in giving up so easily, but I don't plan on chasing after someone who won't give me the time of day. I am here, I made my peace, and time will only tell. I am a completely different person than who I was before I met him and I love him for that, I love the person I am and how much he helped me to become who I am. There is no grudge and no malice. I appreciate everything for what it is and, like I said, time will tell.
I really really really want to post pictures of Thailand, but at the moment I do not have time to edit pictures and upload them so it will have to wait. Project Life has been put on the back burner. I do not want to finish the end of last year at the moment, I am not ready to look at those pictures of us. I am taking Project Life in a different approach this year, or at least until I graduate.. I will be doing it on a monthly basis, not weekly. I just don't have the time for it (I also need to buy ink).
All is well over here. I hope the same goes for all of you and you enjoy the winter months!